At work... I work at Madewell... by the way
I am a manager at the flagship location in SoHo. Yay!
It's like 89 degrees out... the sound of taxis honking is almost numbing
when compared to the heat thats beating down. One can't complain however, because MN is just now thawing from another bone-chilling winter.
Words can't describe a Minnesota winter, and theres nothing like chats by a fireplace.
Miss home sometimes, but just my home/family and my friends.
The state itself really has nothing for me, I really dont think I was made to stay there.
Which makes me think...
Do I have New Yorkeritis? I feel like I can't stay put anywhere. My brain resembles the streets of Soho during a sample sale. Its always on the go. I moved from MN to CA to NY all in 2 years. And when I was thinking about the rent I was paying I suddenly realized I have a lease now... that means Im locked into a location? I started to feel anxious... but I'm not sure why. I think I love the thrill of new places, or new things... maybe thats why I'm dating a European... :)
One thing that has (through time) contradicted my case of New Yorkeritis is my ability to have long term relationships. Through all this mind-sorting, moving and job changing... I always manage to be in a relationship. However, its never just to "be in one" because I never "look" for someone special... or try to "replace" anyone it just sort of happens. Always.
Craziness if you ask me.
I dont think I could ever be held back on something that I want to do because of a significant other. At least that hasn't been the case yet. I love that symptom. Because through all the relationships that Ive been in... I can somehow see what I want and my self... very clearly.
Which I see... when looking at friends to be quite challenging.
Well... my break is over. Back to the Hustle Bustle of retail in New York.
<3
Kraem